[ that's — worrying. it is changing its form in the way Prior speaks - like it's something coming, not just something coming. distracted, John tries his best to comply, voice softened by thinking through his options, next steps; if there are any and if there need to be. ]
[ there's a shift of tone that implies the doctor in him is moving to the fore - a certain careful calm that sits strangely aside the attempt to keep it informal. ]
I'm sure you know how this sounds. An angel. Do I need to come over there?
No, no I know how it sounds but there is an angel. There really-
She visited me, before all this. She... speaks to me? Inside my head... I thought - I thought I was imagining it starting again. I thought I was paranoid but she's here.
Prior. Honestly, I've lived through weirder shit in the last three days than the possibility that angels are real. Let alone the last three months. So I can give you the benefit of the doubt there. But hearing voices in your head is going to put any doctor on edge, and I'm not any different.
[ so... we're at an impasse. John isn't even sure what he's asking for here, just - putting it out there that he's on the cusp of something and not quite sure which way he's going to go. ]
[ jesus fuck. okay. okay, John. whatever it is, something is happening over there. ]
I'm not going anywhere. [ except maybe to find something to stop him from drowning on his way over there. ] I'm going to come to you, okay? I'm going to stay on the phone, I'm not going anywhere, but whatever's going on, I'd rather you weren't on your own.
[ and then there's the dilemma of going outside - will it make it impossible to talk him through it over the phone? John sinks down to perch on the edge of a table near the door, undecided. shit. ]
[ and he’s entirely too far away to even bother to protest that ]
Listen. Listen to me. There’s fuck all I can do about that, yeah? But you asked me to talk. I’m talking. Fuck your angel for a second and listen. How’s the hard on?
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This is a career first for unusual out of hours contact, I'll give you that.
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Needed to not be alone? If I'm not alone, even just talking to someone it might not come.
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he knows that feeling. and he's never been the person brave enough to reach a few words out into the dark, so there's a swell of respect there. ]
It's fine. The current state of your cock was an interesting ice breaker.
You could be better, then?
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Oh I'm not sure that you can. Oh. Oh god.
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Prior.
[ greeting and question in one, concern curling at the corners. not alright, he knows, but to what extent. what's going on? ]
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Oh, god. Oh good. Keep talking. Keep talking to me, it might not come if you can hear.
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—Alright. Okay. I'm here, I'm talking. Nice weather we're having.
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[ there's a shift of tone that implies the doctor in him is moving to the fore - a certain careful calm that sits strangely aside the attempt to keep it informal. ]
I'm sure you know how this sounds. An angel. Do I need to come over there?
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She visited me, before all this. She... speaks to me? Inside my head... I thought - I thought I was imagining it starting again. I thought I was paranoid but she's here.
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[ so... we're at an impasse. John isn't even sure what he's asking for here, just - putting it out there that he's on the cusp of something and not quite sure which way he's going to go. ]
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No, No! For gods fucking sake will you leave me the fuck alone. Don't come in I don't want you in here.
[And into the phone]
Just keep talking to me, please keep talking. Think I'm crazy if you want, that's fine, but don't leave me alone now.
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I'm not going anywhere. [ except maybe to find something to stop him from drowning on his way over there. ] I'm going to come to you, okay? I'm going to stay on the phone, I'm not going anywhere, but whatever's going on, I'd rather you weren't on your own.
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— Okay. Alright, Prior. Prior? You're alright.
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I am not alright I'm being stalked by a heavenly body and any minute now she's going to come through the roof.
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Listen. Listen to me. There’s fuck all I can do about that, yeah? But you asked me to talk. I’m talking. Fuck your angel for a second and listen. How’s the hard on?
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